c o m p l e t e . a n d . u t t e r . w o n d e r f u l . n o n s e n s e

( Series 5 preview )

( David's emotional last day on set clip )

You know, if I ever saw RTD out on the street, I'd run up to him, hug him and tell him how thankful I am that he split Ten in two. Because even though Ten has regenerated, there's still a version of him out there alive and well and happy and with Rose and that makes me ridiculously happy. I said after TSE/JE that he could have regenerated into Eleven right there and I would have been okay with it because he wasn't really gone, he was still there. The same applies to now, it doesn't take away from his regeneration being absolutely heart-breaking and soul-crushing but it does comfort me.

When my happy!Who world was shattered for the first time with AoG/DD I was able to sort of distract myself from the heartbreak by immediately moving into series 3. When it was shattered again with TSE/JE, I immersed myself in it, I must have watched those two episodes every day for at least two weeks. But I made my peace with it eventually. But this is different, I don't know if I have it in me to watch a bunch of Ten-centered episodes right now. Every time I see him I'm filled with a mixture of sadness and joy and it makes me want to pull my hair out. Damn this show. I just love it. I love it and David Tennant and Russell T. Davies and Julie Gardner and all these people who have made it what it is today. It's been fantastic, absolutely fantastic.

( Series 5 preview )

( David's emotional last day on set clip )

You know, if I ever saw RTD out on the street, I'd run up to him, hug him and tell him how thankful I am that he split Ten in two. Because even though Ten has regenerated, there's still a version of him out there alive and well and happy and with Rose and that makes me ridiculously happy. I said after TSE/JE that he could have regenerated into Eleven right there and I would have been okay with it because he wasn't really gone, he was still there. The same applies to now, it doesn't take away from his regeneration being absolutely heart-breaking and soul-crushing but it does comfort me.

When my happy!Who world was shattered for the first time with AoG/DD I was able to sort of distract myself from the heartbreak by immediately moving into series 3. When it was shattered again with TSE/JE, I immersed myself in it, I must have watched those two episodes every day for at least two weeks. But I made my peace with it eventually. But this is different, I don't know if I have it in me to watch a bunch of Ten-centered episodes right now. Every time I see him I'm filled with a mixture of sadness and joy and it makes me want to pull my hair out. Damn this show. I just love it. I love it and David Tennant and Russell T. Davies and Julie Gardner and all these people who have made it what it is today. It's been fantastic, absolutely fantastic.